by Yana H.. – I’ve been in relationships since I was in high school. I never spent more than 5 months of my life without having a boyfriend or husband. Sex was something I always had a problem with and I never looked forward to it because I just never felt comfortable having it. Sex is one of the most basic needs of human beings, and it seems that it is also one of the most unfulfilled needs as well. People have such strange expectations when it comes to sex, and then some of us just could never get it right.
I went through every possibility in my mind I could try to find to explain why I was so different from everyone else. Was I gay and didn’t know it? No, I was positive that I wasn’t a lesbian. Is there previous sexual abuse that is buried in my subconscious that I’m not aware of? Absolutely not. So why was this happening to me? It wasn’t just about low self esteem, I actually never had a problem with my looks or size which has always been fit and slender. It’s not that sex was always bad, I just had mental agonizing blocks of being uncomfortable fully naked around another person, being so vulnerable and exposed, then having to give pleasure while feeling so awkward just made me freeze more times than not.
Having a man want me we never an issue. Him then quickly falling in love was also common,but when the topic of sex was discussed it was usually the trigger for all arguments and complaints, many which I couldn’t blame my partner for expressing since I was not trying to address the issue and chose to deny that I needed help or a new approach.
Instead of spending thousands of dollars on shrinks and wasting months or even years on the couch, I began to make instant changes to my life the moment my third marriage fell apart.
- I decided to stay single longer than before and give myself a break from rebound relationships.
- I called Amelia and requested her Sensual Attraction & Mega Desire spell and had several very intense phone consultations about the spell and the best ways to help manifest the outcome of my desire.
- I couldn’t just leave it all in Amelia’s hands I had to take ownership of the outcome I wanted and play my role. I woke up every morning to mindful inner visions of me seeing myself as sexually confident , secure in my nudity, smiling and happy to experience pleasure etc,…
- I purchased clothes, shoes, and lingerie that made me feel like a sexual goddess
- I chanted and responded to all the advice Amelia consulted me to do and had faith in what I knew was going to be a positive result.
- By the second week I could feel myself slowing becoming more comfortable with this new sense of sexual confidence and sensitivity to the power of a woman’s sexual energy transfer between herself and a very intrigued man. Men and women were paying much more attention to me, and looking at me as an desirable , sexual being. Even the men I had daily contact with were doing double takes, and long wanting stares as I walked away. I was sold.
Now when I am intimate with my boyfriend I am not only sexually satisfied and comfortable pleasuring him, I feel this new kind of confidence helps me in all areas of my life. Knowing yourself on all levels changes how you view everything, and after 20 years of being awkward and unsexy, I am going to enjoy the next 20 making up for all that time. Amelia’s spell was without any doubt the catalyst that launched forward at lighting speed, my sexual awakening to the happy , very fulfilling place it is now. I cannot thank her enough!
Yana H. – Buenos Aires, Argentina